my complicated life....

it has been a while since i posted a blog here.. memang couple of weeks nie agak bz and minggu2 yang meletihkan jiwa, perasaan, minda..

first, those unwanted people dat just bug in my life.. but i came to a conclusion (and thanx to hilal ) that people wud prefer to put blame on others rather cari kesalahan sendiri.. dat it is easier untuk menyalahkan orang lain dari menilai diri sendiri.. but bcuz of hilal gak, i learnt dat at times we have to learn to be nice to people despite da fact dat da person be cruel to us.. Allah tu Maha Adil.. lagi pun dapat la pahala free2 je.. klu melawan kang sakit hati dapat, dosa pun dapat... so like i use to tell myself, dun wrestle with pigs.. u will get all da dirt, they, however will get all da fun..

second, tekanan royal kali ni.. dah la this wud be my final year.. final chance untuk debate.. so of course la tekanan paling tinggi.. tapi shud be ok kut.. n thanx to people in debate dat have cheered my life this past few days.. takla tension sgt..

3rd.. yesterday.. 25.11 genap setahun abah tinggalkan kami.. rindu yang teramat sgt.. cuma doa yang boleh dikirimkan.. he is very much alive to me, still.. he always stay in my mind.. untuk abah.. semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman.. amin..

my name...

What Lailatulqamar Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are. You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth. You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

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