my complicated life....

it has been a while since i posted a blog here.. memang couple of weeks nie agak bz and minggu2 yang meletihkan jiwa, perasaan, minda..

first, those unwanted people dat just bug in my life.. but i came to a conclusion (and thanx to hilal ) that people wud prefer to put blame on others rather cari kesalahan sendiri.. dat it is easier untuk menyalahkan orang lain dari menilai diri sendiri.. but bcuz of hilal gak, i learnt dat at times we have to learn to be nice to people despite da fact dat da person be cruel to us.. Allah tu Maha Adil.. lagi pun dapat la pahala free2 je.. klu melawan kang sakit hati dapat, dosa pun dapat... so like i use to tell myself, dun wrestle with pigs.. u will get all da dirt, they, however will get all da fun..

second, tekanan royal kali ni.. dah la this wud be my final year.. final chance untuk debate.. so of course la tekanan paling tinggi.. tapi shud be ok kut.. n thanx to people in debate dat have cheered my life this past few days.. takla tension sgt..

3rd.. yesterday.. 25.11 genap setahun abah tinggalkan kami.. rindu yang teramat sgt.. cuma doa yang boleh dikirimkan.. he is very much alive to me, still.. he always stay in my mind.. untuk abah.. semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman.. amin..