I'm goin to be a mommy soon!!

alhamdulillah.. it's already 7 weeks.. n insya Allah will due on 29th April 2010.. pray for me n my baby..

Goshogawara, Japan...

Currently with my hubby in his prog, the International Woodfire Festival in Goshogawara.. Alhamdulillah.. my hubby managed to talk to Ryoji san, the owner of Kanayama Pottery on our situation, n he offered his own house to stay..

We went to Onsen Spa that day..where there's hot spa by the sea side ( of course me n hubby tak join the others.. we hafta get TOTALLY naked to get in there ).. watched Wasao ( youtube it ).. and the previous trip we went to Hirosaki castle at Hirosaki koen ( park ).. the next one will be climbing up a mountain ( dat's wut Ryoji san told us ) or else if the weather is not so good we wud just go to archeological park ( or sumthing ).. so.. am looking fwd for dat too..

after the prog ( i honestly can't wait ) hopefully me n hubby will be going to Hokkaido.. then moving to the southern part of japan.. Tokyo Disneyland, Tokyo, Kyoto, Nagoya.. etc..

i miss Malaysia, really.. i can't blv i actually say this.. but yeah.. esp the food.. ( well i have my hubby here :P) maybe if i am in australia or UK, US.. or any other parts of the world, i am pretty much sure I wudnt miss Msia so much.. food here sucks ( i dun like sushi, never like sushi ) and not to mention it is DARN hard to communicate with people here!! i mean.. i did told em "nihon go wakaranai" ( i dun speak japanese ) but still there will be bla bla bla ( in japanese ) and when i say "nihon go wakarimasen" ( i dun understand japanese ) AGAIN.. they will bla bla bla in japanese!! aiyya.. this people...

anyway.. i'll be back to msia next month.. n i cant wait to go eat nasi goreng daging merah.. nasi goreng kampung.. ayam.. daging.. KFC.. McD.. Burger King.. New York New York.. Secret Recipe.. Starbucks..Dome.. Pak Li.. huhuhhu.. the list wud be endless..huhuhuhu *Sigh*

it has been awhile..

it's been a while since i last post anything in here.. hmm.. wut shud i say.. life has been such a bliss ever since i got married.. sure i had few difficulties ( was being sick) but i thank God for giving me one of the greatest gift; love, and my husband..
i could never thank him enough for taking care of me, for being patient.. for loving me more n more each day, for pampering me with love like no one else have..

11th of july was my very first presentation in an international psychology conference. Alhamdulillah, i got great feedbacks..and superb audience.. yes.. they did question me a lot of things.. n alhamdulillah i managed to answer them succesfully.. n i thank my husband for being there to support me all the way.. n he was there with me even though i know he got bored with such a heavy topics in psychology conference (wut dya expect :P )

i did passed up my thesis ( finally!! ) n now i am in hirosaki japan n doing nothing but missing my husband..

for my deary hubby.. i love u very much n cant wait to see u this tuesday..

I dun get it..

to whomever that love to mess with people's life..
i dun know whether u'll read this or not.. but since u have time and love to get involve into other people's life, never know u might have time to check my blog too..
look.. everyone has past.. i accepted it, y can't u? sure we had ex bf/gf.. tapi past is past la.. kenapa u kena dig into dat details.. it was years ago.. get over it! u keep grudge to him.. but wut does dat has to do with me? u keep on pressuring him, dun u know dat it'll affect me too? n apa salah i pada u? come on.. wut goes around comes around.. u dun want to face wut we're facing now.. n trust me.. i'm not goin to let u ruin our life.
like it or not, disebabkan u people who love to talk abt me n tj menyebabkan kitorg rapat.. n then we're together.. n now that we're getting married, disebabkan u guys yg suka mengugut kitorg jd makin strong as a couple bcuz we need each other support to survive those brutal mails..
so.. whoever u r.. sudah la tu.. doakan kami.. n klu pun kami buat salah.. kami minta maaf..

counting days..

Alhamdulillah..
So far preparation sume dah byk yg siap.. from caterer to hall.. bunga telur to wedding dress, semua dah settled..
I have made a reservation kat Town Hall Ipoh ( it was my late dad's wish to see me getting married there ) before this. Tapi sebab sambutan Jubli Perak pemerintahan Sultan Azlan Shah, Sultan Perak, Baginda Sultan nak gunakan dewan tu for da whole year.. so terpaksa la me n my fiance cari dewan lain.. Thanx to my bff's father, last2 min pun dapat la replacement dewan ILP kat Meru.. da wedding is schedule on da 6th of June..dissapointed juga la sebenarnya cuz it was my late dad's wish nak buat kat Town Hall tu. Then suddenly we found out dat ada wedding conducted kat town hall...then i made a call to dbi, apparently they said they do accept those yang buat rayuan to Dato Bandar untuk buat kenduri..for reasonable excuse la.. so, wut da heck, i try my luck n did send a letter.. thank goodness our rayuan diterima, n we manage to get da hall on da 30th of May.. so dat explain y i hafta change da date from 6th to 30th of may.. n of course for another reason i wanted a good fren of mine to attend my wedding as well.. she can't make it on 6th..
so anyway.. most of da preparation dah complete.. n tinggal a few things dat i need to worry on now.. n most importantly.. I DESPERATELY NEED TO FINISH MY THESIS!!! huhuhuhuhu

Alkisah hantaran...

Theme for my gifts to my fiance ni hijau n putih.. n from him is pink n black..few nites me n kak iza ( my sis in law ) pening kepala cuz semua barang dah beli.. tapi kitorg still takde idea on how to gubah.. my initial idea was to keep it as simple as we cud.. to d extend rasa cam nak fold je kain ke apa ke, then letak fresh flowers.. until la da evening before the engagement, me, abang, kak iza n one of our niece gi cameron to get fresh flowers and fruits...

uih.. rambang mata tul bile my brother's fwen bagi bunga harum sundal malam ( tuber roses ) 50 batang, pink roses 100 batang, white roses 50 batang, and mix colors roses dalam 30 batang.. white lilies 15 batang..this is the first time in my life a guy gave me byk giler punya bunga.. n he is not my bf :P

so ape lagi.. satu malam la pulun ngan kak iza ( mmg satu malam tak tido buat hantaran for both side ) n idea plak flow je malam tu.. i really have to thank my sister in law, kak iza for helping me.. da whole nite kitorg gelak2.. sebab nak menghiburkan diri yang sebenarnya penat n mata yang mmg mengantuk..

so anyway.. here's da pics of hantaran.. ( few nites in a row tak tido buat bender nieee.. i do hafta take pics of ths!! )

1. kasut



2. choc



3. fruits



4. sepasang kain baju melayu



5. kemeja+ seluar


6. perfume n body care set


7. watch, wallet n belt


8. songkok, sejadah & kain pelikat



9. manisan- jelly



10. manisan- traditional cakar ayam n sweets



11. biscuits


12. gula dan halwa



13. cakes & tepak sirih


hantaran lelaki to perempuan

1. make up



2. kasut n handbag



3. facial care



4. fruits- they look darn delicious!! :P


5. telekung n sejadah


6. flowers n chocolates


7. jam tangan


8. tepak sirih


9. towel


10.duit hantaran


11. kain sepasang



12. perfume n body care set


13. cincin tunang..

more pics..

here are more pics of my engagement..

1.


keluarga seblah lelaki..

2.



perbincangan seblah pengantin lelaki n perempuan..

3.



4.



hantaran untuk seblah lelaki tema hijau putih..

5.




6.



hantaran from lelaki to perempuan tema black n pink..

Engagement...

yerp.. i'm engaged..
at first mmg tak nak bertunang.. tapi it was a last min decision dat my fiance's side of family feels dat it is better dat we got engaged.. so.. yes people.. i am officially tunang orang on 28th of february..
to all my fwens.. sorry la tak sempat nak invite..i prepared everything in just 2 weeks.. so mmg we purposely invite immediate family ( yang turned up to be ramai gak..thanx to every single one yang dtg.. :) )
here's a few pic.. nanti i'll post gambar2 hantaran in the next post..





me n my bestfwen, riz..







sopannyer....ishk ishk anak sape nie....

Aneurysm...

well.. it's been a while since i last wrote anything here.. pretty much busy with my assignments, thesis.. and not to mention my wedding preparation.. n just this afternoon my mum asked me bertunang plak... ishk...
2 days ago.. my ear bleeds.. i tot it was nothing.. so i went to class as usual.. altho am having a terrible headache.. then yesterday i realize it still bleed.. so i went to a clinic.. da doctor suspected an ear polyp burst and explain why i bleed thru my ear.. this morning i woke up my nose plak bleeds!! i'm like.. wut??!! so i drive myself to da nearest hospital and went to see da doctor.. had a CAT scan and da doctor told me it was aneurysm.. dilation on my artery wall.. and it burst on its own.. but da doctor was kinda surprised dat i can still drive to da hospital.. most cases people dah passed out dah.. ntah.. i myself puzzled..
oh well.. i guess i better chill myself a bit.. am goin to watch a movie tonite.. hopefully i'll be ok soon.. i just need my baby.. :(( i miss him very much...