old blog : Just Created a New Blog

finally.. i created a blog for public to read ( now i'm wondering, who da heck will read? haha ) i mean.. at least da next time people ask me "lyla, u ada blog?" i dun mind giving this blog add.. my last blog was too screwed up for me to pass around ( in another word i'm not so proud of my last blog because of the content; which probably i hafta to explain y, but not now, perhaps in my next post )

anyway..just got back from KT for Debat Kemerdekaan..well.. UMS just managed to break into semi.. a lot of shocking results this time.. like.. urmm.. how UPM kalah ngan USIM.. UMS with UPSI.. n of course UIA ngan UTP.. but like Encik Tajul said, not everyone will perceive the way u do.. perhaps para hakim didnt look at the issue the way u do, n that is when convincing power is very much important..

speaking of power of convincing.. nak buat camana ke.. not even one of UMS yang perempuan cakap ala2 announcer kat KLIA.. i mean.. take other girl debater, semuanya ala2 lembut n suara manja2.. haha.. bukan la kitaorang tak leh manja2 gak ( hahahahahaha) but then i dun see the need of manja-manja'ing in debate.. dat is just not our style..those who terasa in any way, i am sorry.. but i'm just saying wut i feel, n takde niat untuk mengatakan yang debaters who use suara manja2 n lembut2 tu tak patut.. but like i said, dat is just not our (UMS ) style.. so in another words, maybe kitorang ni takde power of convincing la kot..

ape2 pun, i do believe sum people prefer the knowledge itself speaks rather than convincing people with your charm..like this afternoon, i went and see my fav lecturer, Mr. Ismail to discuss on my thesis.. I have a total respect to this one lecturer.. I mean.. eventhough he is just a normal lecturer ( basically becuz dia reject to be Vice Dean ) tapi dia different in his very own way.. he might not have the charm of convincing people ( especially he is known as "i dun care" lecturer) but his knowledge speaks it all..n so does he.. he have more respect to people who speak with knowledge rather than just charm itself.. so it was a great relieve to know that knowledge is utterly important.. more than just using whatever assets dat u have to convince people. so i guess i'm gonna just stick to being myself; tough, aggresive, not afraid of speaking up, n most important, i dun speak nonsense.. n i'm proud to say that i'm smart.. *wink*owh well.. ade lagi debat lain such as debat FOMCA, royal and IKIM, which i can almost assure everyone i wont join IKIM.. hahaha.. those yang close to me mesti tau sebab ape.. :Pso for now i better concentrate on my thesis, puasa yang dah nak dekat n my lil mojo yang makin kuat makan..