old blog: ramadhan without abah

Sigh..i know tak baik mengeluh, esp di bulan yang mulia and penuh berkat ni..but i really am miserable.. cuz i miss abah a lot.. A LOT..every year.. i can't wait to come home to abah.. we talk, we laugh, we accompany each other.. n yes.. i do sleep with him every time i gt back, at least one night together.. abah is my life.. he is da best dad in the whole entire world, he is a great friend, he is my whole world.. there's no one cud replace him in my heart.. n not being with him this special month of ramadhan, and of course for raya, i dunno if i'm goin to be strong enuf to face this.. God, pls gimme the strength to face the world without abah.. and tempatkan abah di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.. he is a good person, a good husband and especially the best dad dat anyone cud ask for..dayyyumm.. i must have gt carried away by one of Dr Ramzah's blog post.. or izzit just my inner part of me waiting for the time to explode for hiding this tears for months.. *sigh again..